The Complicated Me

Here I am again, posting another entry for my blog. Do not mistaken me as suddenly got 'angin' and then blog nonstop. Actually, it is all because of TAH1 which has been sent to be repaired, I was stucked in the office for the whole evening. So, out of boredom, I decided to take my time and blog.

Recently, I realized that I am becoming more and more undecisive. I often think for a very long time before taking any action. It is the same case just like how we all decide where to yum cha everytime. For example:

Where should we go?
How about Zie's corner?
Cannot, too dark, food not nice.. Or *someone* doesnt like the place.
Then let's go Secret Recipe.
Cannot, too expensive, I had enough of the cakes ady.
Ok then go Tian Kee.
Erm, *someone* cannot eat seafood.
LSY menyampuk... kuai dian kuai dian (Faster)

This is exactly similar to what that happens in my mind everytime I face a problem or decision. It is like a lot of me, giving different opinions at the same time, providing me a very very long list of option available... and then quarrelling between me and myself. Usually, there is no perfect choices which can cause win-win situation. Then, the conflict between me and myself will become greater as I cannot make the best decision. What happened next is me become emotionally unstable. Thats the reason why I can get furious suddenly everytime without a clear reason.

However, judging this kind of weird behaviour from the other point of view, I realized the reason behind most of my actions. Why am I so bad tempered? The reason is because when something goes wrong, tonnes of excuses and reasons to get angry would be sorted out immediately by all the different 'me' in my mind. Then, this would happened.



Besides, I think this 'theory' can actually be used to explain why am I so 'creative' when quarrelling with other people. Haha...

Lately, I had came up with a new hobby which is possible outcomes listing. When I am free, I will start to think of a possible scenario (can be as simple as if I am driving and involved in an accident, what will happened next?). Then, I will list out all the possible outcomes (like admitted to the hospital, or become disabled, or having a slow death due to internal bleeding, or die on the scene, then my parents will be very sad, then I will think of reactions of everyone, from my family members to my friends, how many would cry for me? How my parents would settle my enrollment into the university after I died. How about me? Will I become a ghost or a soul? Go to heaven or hell? What if the theory of the dead will become soul doesnt actually exist? So I'll just dissapear like that?)

Wah, What a complicated question...

Haha... Thinking of myself being so weird is so funny... What can I say?
I Think Too Much !!



Eh, will I get mental illness like multiple personality disorder and then being sent to Rumah Bahagia? Then.....
See, here I go again.. think think think

Chinese New Year Resolution

Since I didnt do any New Year Resolution, so I think I'll make one for Chinese New Year. It may sounds boring but this is what I had been thinking about ...

1. Survive in Melbourne. Ya, I know. The word 'survive' may sounds exaggerating but in reality, I dint even manage to find any accommodation in Melbourne. So I might end up sleeping at the roadside... Haha.... Besides that, just as others always said about me, I am not sociable. I admit I am quite a paranoid person. So most probably I would have a hard time during the first few months in the uni. Maybe its time for me to change my attitude.. Ahahaha.. Try to imagine that me, Tay Wei Siang moving around with a big smile on the face, socializing and praising people around. AHahahah.. *cough cough*
2. Maintain every single friendship. I dont care who are you or when you know about me, whether it is in primary school, high school or college. Although I might have lots of new friends after I go to Melbourne but I'll still try my best to stay in contact with everyone. (This is so not me, I must have been possessed when writing this)
   
3. Do well in my studies. There is no need of any reason for this...
4. Be more emotional. People has always thought I am a cool, extra calm or even some might said a 'yeng' person. However, in reality, I am just too emotionless to react to the happenings around. Eh, wait a minute, can this 'habit' been changed?
5. Lose fat. Hahaha... Everyone read carefully, I said lose fat not lose weight... What I am trying to say here is I wont reduce the amount of food I devour but I will avoid most of the fattening food.... Clear?.. Dont try to argue with me over this...

Okla, I think thats all for today... Chih, wrote so many resolution also useless la. Action speaks louder than words.. If I do not achieve any of these... This post will still be useless. Zzzz.. Anyway thanks for reading my 10%-success-rate-new-year-resolution post.

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You scored as Kuchiki Byakuya You're Kuchiki Byakuya, Captain of the Sixth Division! Some people think that you have just been emotionless your whole life, but that's just because they don't know your inner workings. However, people recognize your strength, and a good number of those people are intimidated by it. There are some, however, that recognize your strength and would like to, instead, defeat you. Kuchiki Byakuya 100% Zaraki Kenpachi 75% Aizen Sousuke 67% Yamamoto Genryuusai 67% Kurotsuchi Mayuri 67% Hitsugaya Toushirou 58% Komamura Sajin 58% Ichimaru Gin 58% Ukitake Jyuushiro 50% Unohana Retsu 42% Tousen Kaname 33% Soi Fong 33% Kyouraku Shunsui 25%

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You scored as itachi You are Itachi. You killed you whole clan (exept your lil bro who you tortured...) you have been assigned to capture the Nine-Tails Jinchuuriki Naruto. itachi 100% Orochimaru 83% Sasori 83% (un named) the leader guy... 75% Hidan 75% Zetsu 67% Deidara 50% kakuza 42% Tobi 33% Kisame 25%

A Hungry Morning

The clock was showing 10:30 a.m and I am starving inside the office. Although i just had my breakfast 7 something this morning but now my stomach is on fire.. desperate for food. Its time to dig inside my bag for food. Hehe.. My father and I bring a bag each to the office everyday. However, there is a huge difference between the contents in the bags. His bag was filled with all kind of documents but mine was filled with all kinds of food (breads, tunas, milk fruits etc. Half of the pyramid is in my bag).


Ever since I came back from KL, I have been eating nonstop almost everyday. The number of meals increased day by day from 3 meals to 6 meals a day. Ya, I know it may sounds ridiculous but what to do... Human lives to eat. Haha..


Two days ago,

ME : See what see ? No matter how long you are going to stare at me with your innocent-looking eyes, I am not going to feed you.
Yuki : *Still making that innocent look*
ME: Eat what eat, everyday know eat eat nia. No wonder you become so fat!
Mom: (Referring to me) Then you leh? eat what eat? Everyday know eat nia!

My mother had been complaining nonstop about the amount of food I consume everyday. According to her, the total amount of money spent on food had increased by 50% since i came back (I think she is exaggerating!) and then she start calling me 'Da Bai Sha' which literally means big white shark.

Right now, I am risking my life as the gastric juice may burn a hole on my stomach anytime from now just to finish this post. I need to get my third meal of the day now (I ate before writing this post. Thats my second meal) or...

My first post

Wow... My first post. Even me myself cannot believe that i am actually blogging. Is this what we called a miracle? Haha. Actually I am very very lazy to blog right now but if I don't do it now, I would most probably be killed by that demanding laziest girl.



So, what should i write in my first post? I bet none of you would like to hear my complaints about my daily life in the first post, hor...... but I really dont have any idea on what to write.

Okla. I'll talk a little bit about myself. I am a human. Homo sapiens, to be precise. I am nineteen and 19 years and 37 days old ( no longer a teen, old liao). Being evil by nature, I often take destruction and massacre as easy way out ( do not worry. It will only happens in games though).

Currently, I am 'working' for my dad temporary until February ( The word 'working' will only be valid if you consider that staying inside the same office with my father for a month and got paid at the end of the month is what you called a proper job. Haha). Basically, I come to office every working day, sit here and play Neopets with my laptop. Then have some chats with my friends and flee during the evening to find some breads to eat. For your information, this post was done during office hour also. Hehe

I am going to further my studies in University of Melbourne next month. Depart at 17th of Feb. As most of you know, the course I'm going to enroll is.......
Ta da... BAKERY !!! ( Really, its true. Believe me)

Okla. I am lazy to continue liao. So hope you all enjoy and have a nice day.